Loneliness

Loneliness is not feeling part of the world. You might be surrounded by loads of people but... you are [still] lonely.

The loneliest people are the KINDEST
The saddest people smile is the BRIGHTEST
The most damaged people are the WISEST
All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do

D I A

Dia termenung dalam kesunyian itu
Bibirnya tertutup tak berkata
Wajahnya menunduk seakan dia sudah tak mampu untuk menatap ke depan
Terlalu banyak yang dia pendam sampai tak ayal dia seakan mati rasa
Hanya tangis yang tiba-tiba membuat kesunyian itu pecah
Ia menangis dan terus menjerit dalam hatinya
Tak ada yang dapat dia lakukan


Dimana orang-orang yang selama ini di dekatnya?
Apakah mereka buta? Apakah mereka tidak peka?
Atau anak ini sangat lihai menyembunyikannya
Ketika dia merasa sudah tak kuasa
Dia hanya bisa mengingat bagaimana orang-orang terdahulunya meremehkannya
Bahkan mereka dengan mudah melupakannya
Dengan ini lah dia kembali
Kembali untuk berdiri tegak
Merangkai mimpi-mimpi nya yang telah lama hancur
Ya dia adalah dia

-DIA-

Laut Indonesia

Almost a month, I spent the days on the sea, well its not bad at all :)

Watching the millions of stars under of the sea then when you woke up in the morning, you see the sunrise, in the evening you see the sunset.

When you are tired, just close your eyes and let the wind blow your face, try to listen the sound of water splashing.
Thats so calm and relax 
I've had joy of spending thousand of hours under the sea.

I wish I could take people along to see what I see and to know what I know.

the airplane on the blue sky

small ship on huge sea

the island alongside the sea

sunset <3

the view from deck

sea in the morning

UI goes to Sail Raja Ampat

Hello, lovely people! How have you all been doing?

I am very sorry for the situation of my empty and sad cold blog, I have been out of Jakarta for a while now and just got back to my school life. Couldn't find the time to blog all the other times but here I am now!
I would like to introduce my team in Sail Raja Ampat, do you know Sail Raja Ampat? well thats the event that I was joined for a month, discover many beauty places in Indonesia with 170 youths.
Thats totally cool! 

studying, arguing, joking, singing, dancing and did activies together such as great pleasure. yap we are FTUI delegation for Sail Raja Ampat

Happy Graduation for all Senior, Mesin 2010

cahyo - usman - ivan - fajri - kak nadya - agung -  nabila - rizka - adit - yessy - aryo - andara (minus aan)

Somebody I used to know

stop bullying

 

My life seems so sad today, to much people talk behind me.
I'm not a joke so stop laughing at me please. Believe it or not, some others truly do find joy in other pain, really its sick. Maybe I can hide it with smile like usually but in the fact its really hurt.
Now I dont trust anyone, I really wanna quit. I hate them so much.
I like to think, if you knew I was depressed, you would treat me better. But to be honest, you would probably take the piss out of me for it instead.
Can I just disappear?
Crying is the only one I know to ease the pain, but its driving me crazy.

To you who laughing at me, who talk behind me, who judges me
Dont you know the words that you say make bruishes that dont fad away.
Your words have powers, use them wisely.
and the last one I hope karma slaps you in the face before I do.